I'm a crazy lady now =)

Yup... Just fuckin insain...

But, i'm starting to be okay with it....

I'm bored... I wish i could say more.

So... My boyfriend came crawling back...

And I'm pretty fucking estatic about it...

He makes me really happy...

when he's not doing really stupid things.

I <3>

Don't break my heart again.

So... My Boyfriend-Fiance... Broke up with me.

That's about it.
Devastation.

So... My grandpa is on his deathbed...

So.... I took it pretty bad...
My dad... He's got to be hurting pretty horribly...
I cried... My boyfriend acts like he understands, but... ya' know maybe he does...
i guess, i'm just confused. I wish there was something i could do. I'm going to write him a letter since the hospital he's staying in, is a state away. My family other than me and my dad, just want the money, they dont care... It... sickens me.
I hope... That's he's happy whatever happens to him...

Nikki Nightmare